"Had a little crisis this afternoon regarding who I am, what I am and where I'm going to go.
Interesting how just observing others and going through one's own
reactions can give you so much about yourself. I finally understood what
it meant when I was asked regarding my big picture - the lacking of it
and the feeling of complete loss when you realise you might have lost
what you thought was your big picture.
What hurts more is the fact that you've been covering up all your
insecurities with everything else rather than finding the meaning of
your own life, even if you champion it. I guess that's why the more
experience you get (ie older), you inevitably have to either a. chuck
the experience aside, or b. face the truth and grow the **** up.
Again, Growing Pains."
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